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Entries Tagged as 'Loss and laments and letting go'

Scent of lime

May 21st, 2008 · 13 Comments

I want a vespa the color of tangerines, originally uploaded by yaznotjaz.
Missed you much, Blogistan. Going through my Drafts folder now, and finishing up old, half-written posts I had never got around to publishing. Here’s one from last month; excuse the slightly disjointed nature of it. More are coming. I promise.
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13 April 2008
We returned from […]

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Tags: All-Star Crackstar Squad · Casa420 and Familia · Glorious mundanity · Loss and laments and letting go

The next best thing to putting stamps on sunshine

February 28th, 2008 · 22 Comments

Evening at the Berkeley Marina, originally uploaded by yaznotjaz.
Back in mid-January, my friend A sent me a very short, simple note with the subject line reading, Salaam, crackstar, telling me his father had recently died.
Doomed to be forever affiliated with my disgruntled, fist-shaking references to “that poetry slam we never went to,” A is one […]

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Tags: All-Star Crackstar Squad · Loss and laments and letting go

Doorway into thanks, & silence in which another voice may speak

December 18th, 2007 · 30 Comments

Hands in supplication, by yaznotjaz
Last night, the Pakistani satellite channel, ARY-Digital, showed the Hajj pilgrims, a sea of white, at Arafat and Muzdalifah. I watched the television while eating dinner, the volume turned up loudly so that the pilgrims’ invocation echoed throughout the house:
Labayk Allahumma labayk, labayka la shareeka laka labayk. Innal-hamda, wa’naimata, laka wal-mulk, […]

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Tags: Loss and laments and letting go · Resident Rockstar · Rockstar and Crescent

I just opened up my eyes, and let the world come climbing in

March 26th, 2007 · 19 Comments

A child’s shoes on Muir Beach, September2005, originally uploaded by yaznotjaz.
At the start of every single week, I think to myself, Let’s go to meditation this week. The last couple of months, I have had to defer my personal Wednesday evening preferences in favor of work-related meetings and events. Last Wednesday was different: Today is […]

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Tags: Conversations and Encounters · Loss and laments and letting go

And the toppling sand mounds

February 8th, 2007 · 2 Comments

We are like these things, impermanent and unpinned; originally uploaded by yaznotjaz. [Click here for larger view.]
A few things I have been grateful for, so far this week:
one. …That so many of you took the time to read my last post about Imran Saithna. And that, for once, my commenting system seemed to cooperate […]

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Tags: (3)BeautifulThings · Loss and laments and letting go

In memory of Imran Saithna, rockstar extraordinare: Bleed the pen, burn the paper, dry those tears of eternal sorrow

February 4th, 2007 · 1 Comment

Courtyard of Lions, originally uploaded by Imran Saithna.
And we meet…to depart,And then depart -Just to meet again. *
The problem with - and the beautiful gift of - the internet is that I always fall a little bit in love with everyone I interact with. I refer mainly to blogistan and flickr, since those are the […]

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Tags: Blogistan and the Wide World of Webs · Loss and laments and letting go

Send some love to Momo

January 31st, 2007 · No Comments

Originally uploaded by yaznotjaz.

Please take a minute to send some love and prayers to the beautiful Momo, whose brother-in-law passed away last week after a difficult struggle with cancer. He is survived by his wife and their two children, 6 years old and 13 months old. I can’t even begin to imagine […]

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Tags: Loss and laments and letting go

Hope for recovery

April 5th, 2006 · No Comments

Originally uploaded by yaznotjaz.
Islamic Relief has recently been sponsoring a series of six dinners around the United States, in order to raise funds for continuing support for the victims of last October’s earthquake in South Asia:
The earthquake which devastated the South Asian subcontinent in October has affected millions. Islamic Relief is working hard on […]

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Tags: Loss and laments and letting go · Salaam Namaste

Time will tell us if we’re out of answers when it stops

December 30th, 2005 · No Comments

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After the rain, originally uploaded by yaznotjaz.
MotherCan you keep them in the dark for lifeCan you hide them from the waiting worldOh mother
Driving across town a few days ago, I came to […]

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Tags: Loss and laments and letting go

Update on Dr. Zehra Attari

December 21st, 2005 · No Comments

Really, I have no words. So I’m copy-pasting what I just sent out in an email. Background here.
The car of Dr. Zehra Attari was removed late last night from the Oakland Estuary. She was a pediatrician who lived in San Jose and maintained a clinic for low-income families in Oakland. Dr. Attari disappeared on the […]

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Tags: Loss and laments and letting go

A cold winter sun, my feet underground/a pale winter city, numbness for sound

December 15th, 2005 · No Comments

Feeding the birds, Lake Merritt, Oakland, CA, originally uploaded by yaznotjaz.
[You can find all my photos from this day here. They’re more fun when you view them individually, so take the time to click through one by one, if you get a chance.]
Three days ago, I stepped inside the County of Alameda Administration Building […]

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Tags: (3)BeautifulThings · Conversations and Encounters · Loss and laments and letting go · Rockstar and Crescent

On this road to somewhere we have never been before

November 21st, 2005 · No Comments

Candlelight vigil for Dr. Zehra AttariOakland, 11/11/05 Originally uploaded by yaznotjaz.
A recurring theme in my conversations over the past two weeks has been how much sadness this year has contained. And, again, we never really stop to think about it long enough until it hits close […]

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Tags: Loss and laments and letting go

Inna lillahi wa inna ilayhi rajioon

November 16th, 2005 · No Comments

Requesting your prayers and good vibes for one of my favorite Blogistanis, Binje the biryani-wala and ice cream-lover extraordinaire, whose father passed away on November 14th. All I’ve got going through my mind, in light of recent and cumulative events of the past year is, “This year is on crack and I hate it: why […]

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Tags: Blogistan and the Wide World of Webs · Loss and laments and letting go

The open road for travelers’ souls/they once were lost but now they’re…found, please God

November 10th, 2005 · No Comments

Leaving Berkeley at noon yesterday, I couldn’t help but smile at the blinding, brilliant red-orange trees I passed on my way to the freeway. Contrary to popular opinion, California does indeed have fall colors. The world was glowing gorgeously, and I thought about how blessed I was, to have spent the entire day before in […]

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Tags: Loss and laments and letting go · Rockstar and Crescent

The sky knows no bounds

October 26th, 2005 · No Comments

The sky knows no bounds Originally uploaded by yaznotjaz.
Today is Blog Quake Day.
It is also the day that the UN is holding an international donor conference in Geneva to dicuss relief operations and aid the victims of the earthquake before a “winter without pity” sets […]

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Tags: Loss and laments and letting go · Salaam Namaste